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This whole weekend has felt like my sleep pattern was an attempt at organizing a bunch of newly acquired information and that my frequent stirring in the night was my brain’s failed attempts at doing so (or just being overloaded with information). For some reason, I feel that a lot of it had to do with the BC legislature. Yeah, I dunno either. I don’t really recall my dreams but I know they were very long and kind of fucked up.

In other news, took a shower not too long ago and noticed that my face is visibly pale. Awesome. Not being able to eat solid food again is another plus, combined with the fact still feel like total shit and have to give a brief presentation after one of my classes today.

Given that I’ve been sick in one way or another for almost three weeks now, I’ve started heavily debating dropping out of this term. I’ve missed so many classes that I don’t think I’d be able to effectively catch up and I just want to be at home with my family until I actually get better. I know my parents won’t really go for it, and I’m not really keen on the idea either (it would also mean I’d have to leave my job as photo editor) but missing upwards of three weeks of classes is just too much. I haven’t been able to do any of the readings because I’ve felt like such shit that I can’t really think straight, and half my classes are philosophy and the other half are hard science. Yeah, not stuff you can just glance over.